Praying in Dust

To whom do you raise your voice

Stretch out humbled arms

                      Open empty hands

Divine or human image —

           Your fondest carved idol? 

Father, mother

           Lover, redeemer —

An infinite power: benign or indifferent,

And what hopes do you raise

After singing your hymns

And offering your praise? 

Do you ask for bread, 

               Forgiveness of debt,

Permission to proceed as you are,

Or clearer direction 

               To take you far —

At least for better days

       And blessings for your people ?

God beyond god:

Force of goodness and beauty, 

Full of awesome light, 

I wonder do you cry for your lovely

Creatures who die in bloody fights,

Enter life to be broken,

Soon to be eaten; while others 

               Feast with special guests

Wrapped in purple,

               Drunk on wine?

Do you care,

                Or must we assume

Our stardust —

          Cooked in galaxies 

On fire breathing stars

          Blown at the speed of light 

Unfathomed distances to earth 

          Forged of water and clay  —

Exhausted the power of your 

          Majestic evolution ? 

Omniscient ?

Omnipresent ?

Who drives this Omnibus 

                Where are you going?

I hear you bend the arc of justice,

                   Plan a peaceful kingdom 

Soon within reach 

                   Is it only for the chosen? 

Why is divine light persistently blinding ?

                Will we know your presence ? 

What actually is it —

                You are doing?

 So many questions 

                  Comes of human longing.

What does it matter?

                       What shall I do?

Pray for easy answers?

                     Seek a mystic vision? 

Find a front seat on your cosmic bus:

Tour the universe

             In air conditioned comfort, 

Take in the mysteries of night, 

             Or with an open mind 

 Think to take the wheel ?

God’s no Sargent at Arms,

No paid escort,

              No wizard of spells,

Or virgin mother —

               Hidden in nature. 

She is no nurse, teacher or

               Power broker.

The creator’s the doorman 

          For a brand new salon

He opens the door 

           Tips a cosmic hat, 

Waves us in.

When the music begins 

         And the lights turn low 

On the ballroom floor,

          He waltzes away.

You need no appointment. 

Entrance is free;

          The sign for the exit 

Flashes clearly.

The elevators stay busy 

              You must wait for a ride,

To the rooms up above

               If you tire of dance.

How high you go,

              That’s for you to decide

But don’t forget the key.

You can stay for the dance,

                   Order a drink at the bar,

Wait for the next car, or like

                  Others eager for sleep 

Grab your bags and

                 Climb the steps.

Either way 

                 You must choose a room.

Some want a view, others a wall

Some a hot bath 

               To prepare for rest,

And others call 

               Room service for ice

 And a bottle of bubbly. 

Pray in earnest,

              Listen to Life’s music

The rhythm’s are subtle 

              Even atonal 

The tunes played hard and loud 

             Can drive you crazy.

Wear out the dance floor

                 Thrive while able

There’s nothing to lose

                  But trust your feet. 

For you are dust 

                 From long dead stars 

Carried by solar winds

Make your own sound

Sing your song

For when the music ends

Silence begins.

THH