A lament for Lent

 

Overwhelmed claims more than feelings, 

It’s the mountain you refuse to climb. 

Stacks upon stacks of paper prescribing duties,

Piled on the desk begging for time.

Books grabbed in a moment of inspiration 

Unread at the foot of your bed,

Judging failures of attention.

The cards and calls 

Meant to be addressed,

Unwritten and unmade like laundry

Unfolded and left wrinkled in a dryer. 

Activities and events you knew you 

Should join, 

But failed to find your shoes,

Not from lack of interest or disrespect 

But out of fatigue and bitter frustration.

This is the state of a tired mind, 

Not broken, but bruised 

by exigencies of time and story.

The uncontrollable shape of being: 

Grateful for sleep

Happy to stroll down 

Neighborhood streets, 

Smiling at nothing special,

Blinded by the chill of winter wind,

Ignoring my brain.

Aimless for now. 

Resonant with stubborn emotions, 

Insistent to reclaim rhythm, and 

Heal from dissonance.

This is a day for rest

Until my body decides

It’s ready for yes,

Only then to begin again

At a pace of my choosing.

THH

02/18/26